A Small Apology

I have not updated and I apologize. I have been a very sad little girl. Depression is a real thing and it is a real bitch…

I was let go from my receptionist job and have been unemployed since then.

As if that weren’t enough of a blow to my self esteem, I have been gaining weight and getting painfully achy…
I have been unmotivated and uninspired.

I have had all the time in the world to get shit done and I have squandered it.

For that I must ask for forgiveness. Though I cannot forgive myself.

A thousand good and horrible ideas have flown in and out of my mind. I have let them go…

OH GOD WHY...

We took a weekend daytrip down to the coast. That was fun but opened a huge can of worms once I saw the pictures. I hated what I saw! I had honestly fancied myself quite good looking in the new dress I had bought. But I really looked like some kind of giant naval pole…

As I am writing this tomorrow is Saturday. Justin and I are going to a party in the evening and I hope I can figure out what to wear so I don’t look like a blimp. (Or feel that I look like a blimp)

Thank you for reading and I hope that you have a wonderful day!!!

Vlog is to begin!!!

This is the blog intro, I think it may need something... But I am not sure what to add.

I made it using whatever the Mac equivalent of power point is. and iMovie...

Any ideas on how to improve it?

Also will be doing a tax return haul soon!

WHEEEEEE!

huggles!!!

EDITED DOWNTON AGAIN?????

Now it is very very possible that i am going crazy-er... BUT did Downton seem to be edited a bit to anyone?

Now i will be honest and admit that i was not paying much attention to the show on Sunday. (cleaned out a lot of my fiance's apartment. His room is so clean now).

The pacing seemed to be VERY off. It didn't have the flow that it seemed to when i watched the originals. But then again that first episode of season 2 had so much to deal with in such a short time..

What do you think?

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This is really cool, it seems that they are making some fun and eye-catching stuff. I highly recommend that you like them and visit them, at least for a moment. Yep they are awesome!

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YEA!



(not getting paid, but want to do this for fun!)

Downton Christmas (a few pre-review thoughts)

Christmas of 1919.
These are just a few thoughts, and SPOLIERS!!!! (maybe)



A beautiful tree is being brought to Downton for Christmas. Lives are on edge. I have felt fear, shock happiness, love, pride, humor and LOVE in this episode.

I still hate Thomas, I had hoped that the war had changed him for the better but you know what they say about tigers and their stripes.

Carlise Shocked me. He really loves Mary...

Matthew is not as big of a fool as season 2 had lead me to believe.

No Sybil....

Edith surprised me, and not in the way that she did in the beginning of season 2.

Rosalyn came back and turned into a human... WTF?

Daisy frustrated me to no end, but she finally understood that she is a good person.

Cora let the BIG CAT out of the bag. It went OKAY....

"Lady Grantham, I am afraid that you wont be seeing me again."
"Do you promise?"

LOVE MAGGIE SMITH!

future haul post

Hey just to let you know that i am alive, i have a huge haul post to share and a HUGE thingy of spoilers for DA. I have been watching the newest episodes online... SO SO SO GOOD!!!

hugs and loves!

A small list